Hizr mein Baarish nahi hoti

Barish mein bheegti humari aakhri mulakaat, 

ek hizr ke baad phir milne ki raat

Kuch ajeeb si thi-

Dard tha, khushi thi, tumhe bahut dino baad kareeb se dekhne ki tamanna ubharti si thi.

Baatein tumhari bilkul na thamti,

"tujhe yaad hai ye..? Tujhe wo yaad hai"

Jaise ki main kuch bhi bhool payi hoon! 

Inhi saari baaton ki ladi thi.. 

Phir bhool gayi main ki hum ab saath nahi, faisla tumhara tha. 

Phir kareeb aayi tumhare aur choom liya

Tumne roka nahi, shayad tum bhi rok nahi pa rahe the, 

Us umadte sailaab ko jo hum bahut der se baandhey huye the. 

Un do dino mein, maine phir se tumse ishq kar liya. 

Pata tha sab bikhar gaya, 

Pata tha ki ye wapas phir kabhi ban nahi payega, 

Pata tha ki ye aakhri baar tumhe chhoo rahi hoon, 

Magar sach, rok nahi payi. 

Un do dino mein apna sara pyar, 

sara dard apne dil mein aise daboch liya,

 jaise koi unhe chheen raha ho.... 

Baarish ki yaadein le aayi,

Tumhari khushboo le aayi, 

Tumhari baatein le aayi

Bas, tumhe chhor aayi.. Hizr hai, yahan baarish nahi hoti.

x

My Life without You

Of all the times i have laughed,

I laughed with you the most!

Of all the times i sang vociferously, 

I sang the duets with you most! 

Of all the times, i have been able to achieve my sanity, 

It has been with you around. 

Of all the travel i did, the best i did were with you. 

We talked of music, history, art, books and films..

We talked of human emotions too

We talked of food that you wanted to cook for me, while you'd feed me too.

Of all the things i most enjoyed doing, i did best with you. 

Of all the lies that i have ever lived, 

The best was "i love you"

Of all the tears i have ever cried, 

Of all the pain that i have ever lived, 

Of all the deceit i have ever felt, 

Of all the truth i have ever failed, 

This is the best.. When you are with me no more!